The text book's dogma:
see, I am categorised - it is
what they decree, not I.
Sentence is passed. I am to be
a lifer, it seems.
And that life is unthinkable.
Such cursed fear,
of living with bone damage,
lung atrophy, tissue loss, pain.
Pre cancer days, I crave your return -
through a window in time, to wholeness.
Oh I cannot, will not submit...
see, I am categorised - it is
what they decree, not I.
Sentence is passed. I am to be
a lifer, it seems.
And that life is unthinkable.
Such cursed fear,
of living with bone damage,
lung atrophy, tissue loss, pain.
Pre cancer days, I crave your return -
through a window in time, to wholeness.
Oh I cannot, will not submit...
Recovering with my son...in my own way! I have decided to refuse radiotherapy and drug therapy, as I believe the side effects far outweigh the benefits.
Please wish me luck...xxx
My dearest Ygraine, I know how hard this decision must have been for you but I respect your right to do as you feel is the right thing for you.
ReplyDeleteI am keeping you in my prayers each and every night.
I love you my dear and sweet friend though we have never met. Wishing you positive results.
Hugs and Much Love Always~
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Dearest Jan...oh how moved I am by your kind and caring words. I honestly can't find any words that adequately express my thanks...your friendship means the world to me...and although we have never met, I feel I have known you all my life.
DeleteOh thank you, my dear Friend...thank you!
I love your new blog! I have just been there...it is beautiful!😊😊
All my love and hugs, to you and to your dear sister.❤❤❤
Dear Ygraine, you looks beautiful. Is a hard decision but Im agree we all have our own roads, You are an amazing and brave woman (always I think that) , send you love good vibes, al my love xoxoxo
ReplyDeleteDearest Gloria...mere words can't express how much your kind support and friendship means to me. It gives me the courage to keep fighting...so my most heartfelt thanks...😊😊
DeleteAll my love and hugs ❤❤❤
Feeling so sad. Such difficult decisions. Continue to live life to the fullest.. My thoughts are with you.
ReplyDeleteOh Anthony...thank you, so much.😊😊
DeleteYes, will do my very best to keep fighting...I guess fate will decree the final outcome.
For now, though...keep living!!😊
A very difficult decision. You have all of my support, and heart-felt cyber hugs and oceans of caring are flowing your way.
ReplyDeleteAmd that is a truly delightful photo of your beautiful self.
Dear Sue...oh thank you, with all my heart. Your kind words and thoughts truly mean so much.😊😊
DeleteYes, I do feel calmer now the decision is made!
So glad you like the photo.😊
Lots of love and hugs xxx
Such a difficult decision and one that only you can make.
ReplyDeleteSending thoughts, prayers and lots of positive wishes to you.
Loved the picture of you and your son.
My good wishes.
All the best Jan
Dear Jan...your kind thoughts and prayers are so appreciated, probably more than you will ever know.
DeleteOh thank you...so, so much!
Really happy you like the photo. One of our rare times together. He lives such a busy life!
Lots of love and hugs xxx
Such a beautiful picture!
ReplyDeleteThis must be such a difficult decision! I am behind you 100%! We all are! You know we all love you so much! You have my full support! Sending you healing hugs!!! You will continue to be in my prayers!
Oh Sweetie...thank you!
ReplyDeleteYour love,support and friendship are truly the most precious things in my life...and they mean everything to me!😊😊
Now my decision is made, I feel I can move forward.
Sweetie, thank you again!!
All my love and hugs ❤❤❤❤
You keep smiling and keep being you!!!
ReplyDeleteI will, Sweetie 😊😊...and thank you so much for being YOU! xxx
DeleteAs one who has also suffered a form of the ailment this past year, I gladly comply with your request. I wish you luck, Ygraine, with all my heart.
ReplyDeleteMy genuinely heartfelt thanks, Geo.😊😊
ReplyDeleteAs a fellow sufferer, you have my deepest compassion too...xxx
Oh my precious dearest Ygraine what if you go for another recommendations ?
ReplyDeletei mean cure must be sustained isn't it ?
Though i know i cannot be you and feel the actual difficulties no matter how deeply and strongly i feel for you and can relate to you mental state specially my friend!
whatever you decide i will always be with you my friend with powerful wish and strong pray that your health get better result out of it !
sending you all the oceans of love and tight warm hugs along with my deepest prays for you!
thank you for sharing this treasured photo
i truly believe that you are such a strong woman with glorious heart and blooming soul!
stay positive as your thoughts are most basic facts that influence your cure and progress in health my friend!
Dearest Baili...oh thank you for your beautiful, kind thoughts and words...with all my heart.
ReplyDeleteI appreciate your precious friendship more than mere words can express.😊😊
It has been a difficult decision to make. I have had a severe reaction to the dermabond glue they used when I had my operation, and it is so painful and inflamed. So I can imagine how much worse it would be to have radiotherapy, along with all the long term and permanent side effects.
So I have decided to refuse it and take the chance that the cancer may return.
If nothing else, this experience has taught me to really appreciate life and to be grateful for everything.
I'm certain it has all happened for a reason. And I am comfortable with that.😊😊
Thank you again, my dear Friend!
All my love and hugs xxx
__ Seconds to moments to hours... that worth of each new sunrise; in the value of family, its heart your inner clock. To you "Y", I offer my deepest wishes. _m
ReplyDeletefamily care
timed to that inner clock
sunrise
Oh thank you, Doug...my deepest appreciation!😊😊
DeleteHopefully, a few more sunrises to come...
Have a fabulous weekend!
I completely understand your decision. There are many routes back to wellness. It's just unfortunate that so many people have only faith in the allopathic route for so many conditions, often with a very high "price tag" attached, in terms of their true well being and future. I wish you the best people, advice and way forward in your ongoing journey Ygraine. You are a special person. You deserve the best.
ReplyDeleteSending healing thoughts and energy your way. Hugs, Geraldine💟💟💟
Dear Geraldine...my most heartfelt thanks for your kind words of support. It truly means so much to me.😊
ReplyDeleteYes, I am finding my own way through this difficult time. I am meditating and practicing mindfulness, which is helping me so much to cope.
Thank you again, dear Friend, so much!😊😊
Lots of love and hugs ❤❤❤
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