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Friday, 4 December 2020

REJECT

The small eyes and large nose -
endurable now as Quasimodo's hump,
loathed until embarrassment gives way
to a kind of resigned acceptance.

God's experiment gone awry:
Spirit of woman incarnated
in flawed form. Self-loathing, insecure,
yet desperately longing to be loved

for what she is inside,
for all she has to give.
Oh if only a kind heart were prized
as highly as outer beauty...

Not to be taken too seriously, guys...just a little fun at my own expense!! Lol


I am taking a short break from blogging, as I have to go to hospital for more, rather invasive 😝, tests.
I hope to "see" you again real soon.
Until then, have a great time, and stay safe and happy! 😊😊 xxxxx



37 comments:

  1. My BEAUTIFUL Soul Sister, I am so sorry to hear that you have to be violated with more tests..,you do not deserve what is happening to you my dear and sweet friend! I wish that I truly had magical powers and could heal your body.

    Your powerful and emotional words say what you are feeling. It breaks my heart to be so helpless to bring you comfort.

    You are in my prayers every night and will be there always.

    Hugs And Much Love My Dearest Soul Sister ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

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    1. Aww, you are so kind, dearest Jan...your caring words truly mean everything to me.😊😊
      I am becoming rather nervous now, as I have to go to a hospital I have never been to before, in the centre of the City of Portsmouth, in the middle of a pandemic 😱...still, at least it will all be over soon and I will hopefully have some answers! πŸ˜‰
      Your prayers are so gratefully received, dearest Soul Sister 😊😊

      Have an amazing weekend, and stay safe my dear friend.

      All my love and hugs ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

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    2. My prayers go to you, hope everything will be fine! Stay safe and healthy ☺

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    3. Oh thank you so much, Natalia...your kind words truly touched my heart 😊😊
      Please stay safe and healthy too...

      Hugs xxx

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  2. All the best for you! Hope to see you soon in the blog. Hugss!

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    1. Many thanks, dear friend 😊😊
      Hope you are having a good weekend!

      Hugs xxx

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  3. I am sorry to hear that you have more bloody tests to endure and will hold you in my heart.
    Beauty is as beauty does - and on that front you put Cleopatra firmly in the shade.
    Hugs.

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    1. I like to think there is a sound reason behind every challenge we have to face in life, a lesson to learn, maybe?!
      I have just learned that I have to go for more biopsies in the New Year, but for now...each moment is precious!😊😊
      Aww, you are so kind, dearest Sue...but beautiful is definitely not how I see myself! I am a "plainie"!! Lol

      Do hope you are feeling better today, and I am thinking of you always...

      with much love ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

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  4. VocΓͺ Γ© uma pessoa maravilhosa, que
    declaração bonita deixou lÑ, no meu
    blog.
    Um beijo de agradecimento e de muito
    carinho.

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    1. Thank you so much,my friend😊
      Your beautiful post really touched my heart and evoked such bitter-sweet memories of my own...

      Have a fabulous day and stay safe!

      Kisses xxx

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  5. Thanks for your sharing 😊 have a lovely weekend 😊

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    1. Many thanks!😊😊
      I hope you are having a fabulous weekend too xxx

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  6. I hope you are fine, friend.

    let's write back soon, your writing is very interesting

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    1. Thank you so much, Intan...I really appreciate that!😊😊
      It is good to be backπŸ‘

      Have a great day πŸ™πŸ™

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  7. Sending Love - Please Keep Me Posted - Stay Strong

    Cheers

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    1. Thank you so much!😊😊
      I am now under observation and am awaiting more biopsies. Will just be grateful when it is all over!πŸ™„

      Have a great day,my friend...and stay safe.

      Cheers πŸ‘

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  8. There will be something where we have to stop our activities. Maybe then we can start with new energy for the future.😊😊

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    1. New energy for the future...that sounds fantastic to me!!😊😊
      Many thanks, my friend πŸ‘

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  9. this was insightful poetry indeed dear Ygraine !

    truth that it deals with is harsh for sure ,beauty of soul brings beauty to someone's face and personality and it is eternal gift which does not fade away by the time
    people who have such heavenly beauty within can fill their surroundings with peace and beauty i believe
    my precious friend i am bit low to hear that you are again going for tests ,yet i believe that your inner strength would make it easy and bearable for you !
    you are in my thoughts and prayers always!
    stay strong and happy as Lord has surrounded you from within and from around!
    hugs and blessings!

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    1. Dearest Baili, I am fine with all that is happening to me. Truly. I firmly believe that every experience is for a reason, is a lesson we are meant to learn. I always try hard to find the positive within the seemingly hopeless situation...not always easy, but always worth the effort.😊😊
      Every moment of life is a precious miracle to me, as is your beautiful friendship. I feel truly blessed!!
      Thank you, so so much, dear friend!!

      Stay safe and happy, dear Baili.

      Much love and hugs ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

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  10. Enjoyed the poem. Hope all goes well.

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    1. So happy you enjoyed, Anthony...and many, many thanks!😊😊

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  11. We are always so harsh on ourselves, while others admire our beauty!

    I hope all goes well at the hospital for you, good luck with it all!

    Hope that you are having a great weekend :) Too hot to do much here so we are staying at home doing Christmas crafts :)

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    1. I guess we are! I apply my makeup, but when I gaze in my mirror I still see only a plain face gazing back!πŸ˜‰
      Thank you so much for your kind wishes. I am awaiting some more biopsies, so will just try to forget it all for now and just enjoy what we have of a holiday this year!😊😊
      Oh please send some of that wonderful hot weather this way...it is sunny here today, but SO cold!! Lol

      Have a fabulous day!

      Hugs xxx

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  12. Dear Ygraine, thinking of you and hoping all goes well at the hospital.
    Look forward to 'seeing' you on you return.
    I always enjoy your poems.

    All the best Jan

    PS Didn't Checo do well today? So exciting :)

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    1. Aww, thank you so much, Jan...my most heartfelt appreciation!😊😊
      I have been transferred to St. Mary's hospital in Portsmouth now. They are looking after me really well. I have to return for more biopsies in the New Year. I feel quite confident.😊
      Gosh, yes! You can imagine the excitement here when Checo won his first Grand Prix!! I was ecstatic!!!
      The last race was a real disappointment...but his being signed up by Red Bull more than made up for it! Yay!!!
      Perfect end to my year...think I'll have to write a poem about it!!πŸ˜‰

      Hope you are having a fabulous weekend!

      Hugs xxx

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  13. Keeping my fingers crossed and sending good thoughts. And a hug.
    Amalia
    xo

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    1. So kind, Amalia...thank you so very much!😊😊
      Hope your weekend is a safe and happy one!

      Hugs xxx

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  14. I'm sorry to hear you'll have to go to the hospital for a more invasive test.
    I pray for your health Ygraine
    All the best for you.
    I hope you'll come back to blogging soon.
    Stay strong ... Stay healthy ..
    Hughs ...
    Best Regards..

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    1. Dear Cherry, thank you so so much for your kind wishes. I really appreciate it!😊😊
      I have to undergo more tests in the New Year, but I'm feeling quite positive! Strange when we can find that inner strength when we need it!!

      Have a lovely day, my friend...and stay safe and happy!

      Hugs xxx

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  15. When playing, you can also say serious things ...
    I liked your poem, it's brilliant.
    Continuation of a good week, my dear friend Ygraine.
    Kisses xxx

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    1. Many thanks, Jaime...so glad you liked this!πŸ˜‰πŸ˜Š
      Wishing you a brilliant week too, my dear friend...
      Sending many Kisses xxx

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  16. Thinking of you and sending my good wishes.

    All the best Jan

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    1. Aww, thank you, Jan...so much!😊😊 You are so kind!
      Hope all is good with you and your family!

      Hugs xxx

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  17. I really love that..."there is no external beauty. Our gaze creates it". I hadn't thought of it that way, but it is true, isn't it?!😊😊
    That next kiss is what I live for...
    Thank you so much!!

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