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Saturday, 23 January 2021

VISIONARY

Call me boring, but I'm never predictable
when I sit down to write. What is it 
about that particular activity
that triggers such dramatic transformation?

Weekdays, admittedly, I'm conformity's slave,
with kohl-lined eyes and high heeled shoes -
ostensibly fitting in with society's expectations. You know,

it's taken me twenty years to perfect
this duel identity - the near seamless balance
between civil servant and poetic visionary.
No one has ever known me, not really.
As soon as they think they do, I confound them.

I cannot fully live up to another's ideals,
so I vanish into thin air; feeling my way,
intuitively led, into the Lands Adventurous;
deeper and deeper until my head spins
with a million and one impressions
that condense themselves into my pen.

And I just scribble, scribble; letting them flow
unedited, cascading like a waterfall
of emotions issuing from the memory banks
of the Cosmos itself. Perhaps
I'm a part of that macrocosm - or, maybe,
simply it's messenger. Either way,
I am mere flesh and blood - but inside
something colossal is stirring:
an irresistible call to the Quest
for universal empathic connection.


So sorry everyone, but I'm running late this week...will catch up with you all tomorrow hopefully! Have a super day xxx

35 comments:

  1. You are a visionary and a vision of beauty and love.
    A fantastic word Weaver and my beautiful and wonderful Soul Sister.

    Hugs and Much Love
    ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

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    1. Dearest Jan, oh how your kind and encouraging words touch my heart! Oh thank you...so, so much!😊😊
      I hope you are having a fabulous weekend...

      Sending you much love and hugs ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

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  2. Simply fantastic!
    I think I'd love to have a friend like you here, in my country, someone I could talk to about nothing and everything. Because I feel we have important things in common.
    Very beautiful, as always!

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    1. Oh how I'd love that too, Ana...we certainly do have so much in common!
      I'm so glad you enjoyed, that makes it all worthwhile for me...thank you so, so much!😊😊

      Take care, my friend...and have a great day!

      Hugs xxx

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  3. 'I cannot fully live up to another's ideals,
    so I vanish into thin air; feeling my way,' Is Absolutely Brilliant - Totally Impossible To Live Up To Premeditated Expectations - Good On You For Allowing The Words To Flow - Big Hugs

    Cheers

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    1. Oh WOW...thank you so much!! I can't tell you how much that means to me...😊😊 and Big Hugs back!!

      CheersπŸ‘

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  4. So introspective and spot on. So self-aware. So wonderful in your own words. A perfect vision of you. How I see you too.

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    1. The eternal quest to "find myself" I guess!πŸ˜‰
      Think I may have lost myself somewhere along the route of life...and now even I only rarely know who I am! Lol
      The legacy of conformity, I think!!
      Many thanks, Anthony. I truly appreciate that.😊😊

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  5. Boring? Not so but far, far otherwise.
    And I love that (like the iceberg) your work colleagues see only a fraction of the complex, fascinating, visionary person that you are.

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    1. My dear friend, you always see the best in me...that I can never see in myself or my work. You've given me friendship in my loneliest times, and encouragement when I've felt lowest.
      Thank you, dear Sue...from the depths of my heart.😊😊

      I really hope you are feeling better and are having a good day.

      Sending you all my love and hugs ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

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  6. Your soul shines when you write! I love it! I would never call you boring! Big Hugs!

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    1. Aww, Sweetie...that is so kind. Oh thank you so, so much!😊😊

      Lots of love and hugs ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

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  7. My sweet Ygraine,
    His writing style is inspiring and always at the right limit.
    There is nothing predictable, but it is beautiful to read your texts.
    Life imitates art and you are ingrained in your writing. Whether in high-heeled shoes or flannel pajamas, your writing is always magnificent.
    Many kisses. Take care, because you live in my heart. πŸ’•

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    1. My dear friend Doug...these amazing words of encouragement truly mean so much to me, they help to keep me positive in these dark times...and to keep me writing about my innermost thoughts and feelings. You are my mentor, my counselor, as well as my friend!
      My most heartfelt thanks...for being you!😊😊

      Stay safe and positive...and have a super day!

      Many Kisses xxx

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  8. Ah, that continual dialogue between my two selves...I know it well! The problem is...they are mostly warring inside me!! πŸ˜‰πŸ˜‚
    Thank you so much...my appreciation is profound.😊😊

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  9. I love that verse about high heels and kohl lined eyes and society expectacions, so powerful!

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    1. So glad you liked it, Natalia πŸ˜‰...and thank you so much!😊😊

      Hugs xxx

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  10. It is beautiful to express your heart this is my best friend YGraine. I read this series of sentences written with all my heart pouring into my heart and daily routines that often conflict.



    Keep up the spirit and always take care of your health, beautiful friend YGraine
    May your day always be full of happiness, I pray from afar.

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    1. Oh you are so kind, my dear friend Himawan!😊😊
      Thank you...so, so much!

      Please take care and stay safe too...

      with very best wishes from England πŸ™πŸ™

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  11. have a great day my friend

    still strong with great poem as usually

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    1. Many thanks, my friend!😊😊

      Wishing you a great day too...πŸ™πŸ™

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    1. Oh thank you so much...really happy you enjoyed!😊😊

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  13. A beautiful and so well written poem.
    I enjoyed it, thank you.

    You sound very busy, do take care.

    All the best Jan

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    1. agreed.

      visit here again and say hi for great day :)

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  14. Hello, my friend YGraine, I come back here to support you to always be enthusiastic.
    Also take good care of your health in the winter that is going on in your country.
    A hug.

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    1. Always a huge pleasure to "see" you, dear friend Himawan! Thank you so much for your visit.😊😊
      Your friendship and support is so precious to me.

      Please take care of yourself too, these are such precarious times.
      Stay safe and happyπŸ™πŸ™

      A Hug.

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  15. this is A MAGICAL PIECE OF POETRY dear ygraine !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    seemed like flowing stream that flows smoothly and sings gently :)

    oh i got lost in the lovely forest of your heads where ideas were blooming like flowers and i was inhaling the fragrance fortunately :)))
    thank you so much for such amazing poem ,yes within the flesh and bones there lives mysterious inhabitant called
    " soul " and his connection with universe keep us more than just "alive" :)
    hope all is good with you and loved ones dear friend!
    hugs and blessings!

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    1. Oh dearest Baili...WOW...you are SO kind...my most heartfelt thanks!😊😊
      You know, I honestly don't think I could survive if I was unable to feel that connection to my Soul and it's source in the Universe. I would be merely half alive!

      Please take care, my dear friend...and may you and your loved ones stay safe always πŸ™πŸ™

      All my love and hugs, always ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

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    1. Thank you so much... I'm really happy you liked it!😊😊

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  17. Unfortunately, society forces us to use a profile that often does not match our real profile. I learned from a very young age that "in Rome be Roman". Therefore, I and almost everyone, is already formatted for this "make believe". The downside of this allegory is that many are castrated from an early age and do not even know very well who they are and what they really are like.
    I liked your unedited poem. This way it is easier to enter in your soul and see its most charming corners.
    Have a nice weekend, dear friend Ygraine. Stay safe. Kisses.

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    1. Can you imagine how life would be if we could be our true selves ALL the time? Wouldn't it save much headache and inner conflict?!
      It has taken most of my life to learn to be comfortable in my own skin...and that is truly liberating!😊😊
      Many thanks, dear friend Jaime!

      Wishing you a fabulous weekend too...and please take care and stay safe.

      Kisses xxx

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  18. every word in this poem realy describe your daily routine and what a great writer you are 😍

    I really admire your perseverance, 😍😍

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