Often, our love is like a battleground
and when the warring reaches it's peak
and we are mutually wounded, it's like a deep sleep
and when we awaken it burns like fire;
but the flames never quite reach the heart
so although it beats faster there is no
Soul-connection. It's like a light bulb
powered by insufficient current: a dim half-glow...
And yet, my Love, we need each other
in lieu of something more profound.
It's Nature's perpetual lie.
And the lie is being on auto-pilot:
flying high on hormones,
telling ourselves we're OK,
while denying the existence of a gaping hollow
that even pregnancy cannot fill.
and when the warring reaches it's peak
and we are mutually wounded, it's like a deep sleep
and when we awaken it burns like fire;
but the flames never quite reach the heart
so although it beats faster there is no
Soul-connection. It's like a light bulb
powered by insufficient current: a dim half-glow...
And yet, my Love, we need each other
in lieu of something more profound.
It's Nature's perpetual lie.
And the lie is being on auto-pilot:
flying high on hormones,
telling ourselves we're OK,
while denying the existence of a gaping hollow
that even pregnancy cannot fill.
Oh way too much experience here.. It shows. Enjoyed so much, though some pain in similar memories. I love the metaphors.
ReplyDeleteIt just feels like the story of so many lives...
DeleteMany thanks, Anthony :)
oh my I lived there.. I know it, I feel for you
ReplyDeletePerhaps we have all been there at some time...Sweetie...we are not alone!
DeleteMany thanks:)
Big Hugs xxx
OMG...this is so heart wrenching and so beautiful at the same time. You have written this for many of us, dear Ygraine~
ReplyDeleteLots of Love
xoxoxo
Isn't it strange how an experience we believe to be unique to us so often turns out to be a shared one?
DeleteThank you so much for understanding, dear Friend.
Love and Hugs xxx
I suppose that we aren't as different from one another or so unique as we think we are when it comes to the heart.
DeleteThank you for being who you are...so caring and good...
Hugs and Love
xoxoxo
...and thank you for being such a good friend.
DeleteKnowing you has so enriched my life...:)
Love and Hugs xxx
Dear Ygraine when you have a chance could you visit my blog of Saturday ...although technically I'm waiting for the end Of Monday when most people go back to blogging, sounds strange n'est-ce pas? no worries you'll understand, if you don't want to leave a comment I understand If you do I'll be overjoyed
ReplyDeleteI am on my way! xxx
DeleteI have just been to your blog, but the last post there is 11th September!
DeleteHave I gone to the wrong place? It probably IS me...as you know, technology and me often do not mix well! lol
I really don't want to miss any of your postings...so please can you help?
Big Hugs xxx
ugh. a bit stomach turning...i know a few babes born to try to fill that gap...to try to find love again...and it always ends rather heart breaking...we can only deny the pain and distance so long ...and if too long...it can be too late...
ReplyDeleteYes...the great myth..."Have a child and it will heal a disintegrating relationship!"
DeleteIt never works, does it?
And it always seems to hurt the child more than anyone else.
So glad I've never stepped into that particular scenario personally...I could never forgive myself if I had...
I can't imagine but go to my blog and press F5 or just click on the title it should bring you to that blog, big hugs xxx remember Woah there cowboy lol
ReplyDeleteI KEEP ON FORGETTING IT GOES TO GOOGLE IT'S HERE:
ReplyDeletehttp://woahtherecowboy.blogspot.ca/
This is one of those poems that touches you deeply because it's based on real life experience, a life well lived and lived fully. Loved it. Many thanks.
ReplyDeleteGreetings from London.
Oh thank you so much, CiL...I am really happy you liked this.
DeleteHave a Great Monday :)
new blog: http://outofsightl.blogspot.ca/
ReplyDeleteMany thanks, Sweetie...will give it a go now...xxx
DeleteYou tell the truths of life so eloquently so easily and so darn well! I really admire
ReplyDeleteyour the way you write :)
Oh you are so kind, Rose...thank you so much! :) xxx
DeleteOh you are so kind, Rose...thank you so much! :) xxx
DeleteHi Ygraine.. your poems always take me into a deep place..there is a soft, gentle and bold- bittersweetness..a kind of sweet-painful place..love and heartache..contradictory worlds colliding and morphing as one and meeting truth.....it is brilliant. Very heartfelt and strong...
ReplyDeleteHUgs and blessings..your poetess nature always stirs my soul!