SPIRIT OF THE WIND

On fierce
stormy nights I await him
with impatience, fevered longing,
for I know
he will someday come.


Tonight
these bitter Northern Winds
are full of his voice
calling me.
So I scramble to the summit
of wind-battered moorland hill,
where impossible dreams reactivate
long abandoned desires.
Rising from this tomb of flesh
to glide on torrents of air,
I dance amongst falling autumn leaves.
And I find him
hovering here,
a whirlwind of Stardust
in vague human form.
He offers an oxygen 'high',
so I breathe him
deep into avid lungs,
where he becomes the lover
of a restless, untamed Spirit.

Together
we smash through the boundary
of Earthly time,
spanning the entire planet
in an instant;
oxygenating the dying parts
to bring new life
and impartial healing
to all beings.
In this Airy Dimension,
We are,
Have been,
Will be,
Are perfected.

Relentless Storm,
rage on.
Wrench apart these shackles
and take this virginal mortality,
for I want to stay
forever in your eye.

TREEOWL

I came across you one summer's day

While rambling through countryside far away.

I found you such a beautiful thing,

So expertly crafted from claw to wing.

Every feather was true to life

And as I drew nearer I felt the knife

That had carved a totem from living wood,

Creating a species not yet understood.

You incarnated on Earth as a Tree,

But who you are now is what puzzles me.

Are you this Owl that my eyes behold,

Or is it still Spirit of Tree that you hold?

Your lack of movement denies the former,

Plus if you were he you'd feel much warmer.

Yet, although hewn from trunk you're more than Tree.

So Treeowl I conclude you to be!

MOTHERHOOD BLUES

Here lies captured
a fleeting moment
in your life's evolution.
Within this
photographic time capsule
you'll never suffer
adult woes
nor grow old.
I promise to keep you
somewhere safe - at least
for as long as I'm here on Earth.

Wish I could melt
into coloured ink
and sink
into glossy paper.
I'd pick you up
and hug you close
as I loved to do
long ago.
There's such longing
to repair
a broken mother/son bond,
to feel needed again.

The you I see today,
towering high above me
is distant,
far too macho now
for a goodnight kiss.
And I so grieve
discarded childhood;
it's honesty
and simple gestures;
that natural lack
of self-consciousness.
But complacency ensured
that I failed to notice
when the youth shed child form
to become grown man.
So you moved on without me.

Motherhood
is redundant now,
and I no longer
have a name. 

SAMHUINN

Feast of the Dead

Should you pass my home tonight,

You'll see a candle burning bright.

It's not inviting 'Trick or Treat',

But guiding the Ancestors home to eat.

I've cooked my Grandma's favourite meal

And scented the room with sage to heal

Any rifts that keep us apart

To ease her passage back to my heart.

I've reserved a place for Grandpa too,

By favourite tobacco placed in the loo.

For he always hid in there for a smoke

Until Grandma came and gave him a poke!

For my Father, a picture of his veteran cars

And his favourite chocolate bar - a Mars.

While my Mother I'm sure I can easily lure

By photos of picnics on Hayling shore.

My baby daughter who I still deeply miss

Will soon be home to claim a kiss,

And so, you see, this time of year

Has never been a time to fear.

Instead, it's a time for celebration,

For our World briefly opens to Spirit Vibration

So all those we've lost can return again,

Entering through the candle's flame!

 

HIT AND RUN

Inspired by the movie 'Que la Bete Meure'

 Arriving home in a terrible fright

I struggle out of the car

And into the hall to turn on the light,

Before heading straight to the bar.

Trying to steady my staggering gait

As the room spins over the door.

Next moment I'm in a bewildered state

To find myself sprawled on the floor.

My memory's fighting with the booze

To remember what happened tonight,

When past my window the ambulance crews

Race amid blue flashing light.

My arm is hurting, there's blood on my shirt

And a frightening sense of doom,

When suddenly I know I've hurt

Someone out there in the gloom.

Slowly the pieces fall into place,

I recall the sickening thud

As a young girl's horribly broken face

Bounced from my screen to the mud.

Split second decision - I'd had to escape

As I dreaded what I might see.

Imagine the mess her blood would make

And the effect it could have on me!

So I'd raced off with my foot to the floor,

Praying that no one had seen,

For my misdemeanour I was sure

Would cost me every bean.

But now grave doubts are setting in,

As the fog clears from my brain,

And so I go to the fridge for a tin

To obscure the thoughts again.

But it doesn't work and my flesh starts to creep

As pictures in my mind

Begin to make me shudder and weep.

That child out there could have been mine.

So in a desperate bid to forget,

I go into the lounge

To switch on the TV set,

But catch the end of news round.

They're appealing for witnesses to come and help

With a fatal hit-and-run.

At the sight of her face, I let out a yelp,

Appalled at what I've done.

That beautiful child is no more

And I'm the one to blame.

If only I'd waited, although it's a bore

Until the taxi came.

What must her parents be feeling now?

To imagine, I can't begin.

If only I could tell them how

I'd give all for her place to be in.

And so I decide to give myself up,

But the police have already arrived.

They're giving my car a thorough check-up

And inspecting its caved-in front side.

When I approach they caution me

And I offer my hands to be cuffed.

As they drive me away, through tears I see

The spot where that young life was snuffed.

'Oh God forgive me,' I cry in remorse.

For I can't bear what I've done.

It'll haunt me 'til I die of course

In prison at seventy-one.



JUDGE GEORGE JEFFREYS

At home they're treated with cool respect
his wife and children four,
but when he wears judicial wig
he's a gentleman no more.

Then he's the great Lord Chancellor,
the most brutal England has known,
as he reigns over the Bloody Assize
striking terror right to the bone.

Haughty and sadistic, he gazes down
from his throne-like bench on high,
anticipating the pleasure to come
as they lead the prisoner by.

But he cannot prove her alleged crime
so he bullies a petrified jury,
forcing them to acknowledge her guilt
or themselves bear the brunt of his fury.

So this frail old widow is condemned
through gross perversion of laws,
to be bound to the stake and burned alive.
How he relishes controlling death's jaws.

It makes him feel important, almighty,
to possess the power to slay.
I swear he believes himself a God,
but inside the devil holds sway.

I'm so grateful I wasn't alive
in the year of sixteen-eighty-five!

THE POET

He appears in your life
just as a glowing evening Sun
dips beyond western sea.
What is it about him
that captures and holds
your attention,
that you find so devastatingly irresistible?
His dark brooding good looks maybe?
No.
That's much too shallow a reason
for such overwhelming reactions.
No, it's more the way his
powerfully evocative words
translate into wild hedonistic caresses
that holds you spellbound.
Your senses are expanded,
razor sharp.
You're drawn into the slipstream
of a white-hot meteor
that rips apart the night sky
of inhibition, allowing
the full force of passion
to fly free.
He suspends time itself
for you.
There is only this moment,
you, he and utter bliss.

Golden dawn.
With a solitary
heart-stopping kiss,
the linguistic magician promises
Forever.
Then he's gone.

Six lonely months
have passed.
His face has begun to blur
in your memory now.
He could've been no more
than a collective female fantasy
inadvertently hacked into,
or even the cheating love rat
your friends believe him to be.
But it really doesn't matter
if others think
he lied about forever,
because you know the truth.

There are many interpretations
for that word
and his lies here,
on a single page
in his recently published
anthology, where
he's made you
IMMORTAL.